Somebody is missing you and someone is trying to lie to you that they’re not missing you because someone is trying to lie to themselves about how much they love you.
This person has gone back in the past and they’ve tried to let go of you by blocking your energy because this person can’t stop procrastinating.
There is a feeling where this person has deprived themselves of emotions for so long, but this person now has no choice but to try and actually think of you practically.
But what I’m getting is it’s like this person has not just lied to themselves about how they felt about you emotionally, they have subconsciously rejected and self sabotage every single emotional offer they have got with every other situation currently because they can’t think about you emotionally, but they can’t think about everything else emotionally and forget about how they think about you emotionally.
So this person has been depriving themselves of emotional perspectives.
What I’m getting is it’s like they’ve gone back in the past currently and they’re trying to block your energy because they are trying to think of everything that you have done bad or everything you’ve contributed.
And it’s like they can’t, they can’t think of anything that you’ve done wrong in this situation because I’m getting that the second that you put up a boundary to this person, this person starts to heal.
It’s like they start to heal because you trigger this person’s childhood wounds.
You trigger this, this person’s childhood wounds and abandonment and this person never ever focuses on their childhood abandonment wounds.
This person always plays it cool by being cool, calm and collected, being masculine, but it’s a cove front deep down.
This person always has insecurities and fears when they go into relationships.
And it’s like the biggest insecurity and fear that they have in this situation is this person like letting, like you letting go of this person.
And that over rules this person’s ability to try and stay in control by trying to self sabotage them feeling abandoned and rejected because of their inner childhood wounds, because of their inner childhood abandonment.
So it’s like you’ve triggered this person to see different perspectives when it comes to them being uninvolved and evolved and unhealed.
And what I’m getting with the Six Swords and the nine of wands is that they always, they always put their stepping on eggshells around you because this person has convinced themselves for so long they’ve analyzed your body language enough to understand you.
What I’m getting is I’ve only ever done that because this person didn’t get the version of you they wanted because they pushed you away.
And now what I’m getting is they feel like they’re walking on eggshells around you because they don’t know how to talk to you.
They don’t know how to message you right now because they’re so conflicted.
It’s like with the star, they have to question If their happiness is real, they have to question if their happiness is genuine or if they’re just trying to force happiness with the 9 of cups because they’re forcing themselves to try and let go of something.
But it’s like they don’t even know what they’re letting go of because they don’t wanna let go of you.
They want the other version of you. And that’s why this person is trying to let go of you completely because they can’t stop procrastinating about trying to fix this.
And this isn’t someone that tries to fix situations because they try to justify in their mind they’re so masculine in this situation.
But right now they feel so helpless and they feel so hopeless.
